Mud Bay Road

We had enjoyed a warmer than usual summer in Stone House, but as the days grew shorter, and the fireweed reached its peak (Alaskans can tell how far along summer is by watching the fireweed), the concern of an encroaching winter propelled me to look for another situation. The owner of Stone House tried persuading me that insulation was on its way, but I had a hard time believing it. Because part of my job consisted of writing ads for Radio Market Place, I was first to hear about an apartment for rent on Mud Bay Road. When I called the number, I found that the apartment was the bottom floor of one of the tri-level houses along the beach, where the Chilkat meets the sea. I'd seen these houses while out with Horton, and I always thought they looked like vacation homes (perhaps because they had steep chalet-style roofs and balconies on each story). The price was right and the location was more than alright, so I went for it.

I was kind of sad to be moving out of Stone House. I had felt like a real Alaskan there, "roughing it" while still having the convenience of indoor plumbing. I'd be giving up personal space to be living beneath several other couples. I think it was the cherry trees which convinced me I was doing the right thing. After seeing the new place had a side door which opened to private patch of lawn with a babbling stream and cherry trees, I knew I'd be happy there.

Mud Bay Road is the road which runs down the Chilkat side of the peninsula, past the one mile beach and Pyramid Island, past the trailhead of Mt. Riley (the highest mountain on the peninsula), past Letnikov Cove (with its bright red cannery), past many properties belonging to old hippies, past Chilkat State Park (where one can view the Rainbow and Davidson Glaciers across the water), and ending at Mud Bay, on the Chilkoot side of the peninsula. It's a lovely stretch of road with a reputation of housing hippies, both the young and poor type living in one-room patchouli-infused cabins or yurts, and older-type type hippies with ideals, talents, and education. It's to be noted that Haines' unique flavor, if you will, comes from these hippie-types who keep big business and cruise ships at bay while keeping cultural and conservation interests strong. Though there's also a conservative side to Haines, with the camo-wearing, gun-toting, crowd, I became most familiar with the Mud Bay crowd. This was mostly because of working at the radio station, and also Mountain Market, the closest thing to a hipster hangout in Haines. 

Now I've never been one to try to categorize myself. I suppose that comes from my weird background of peers pressuring me to be something I wasn't, like trying to force a round peg into a square hole (but that's a story for another time). Since I had never been allowed to openly form my own identity, I kind of fell upon the idea that I was my own person, belonging neither here nor there. Haines was the first time I could say, "These are my people." The more I got to know these individuals, the more in awe of them I became, particularly the older ones who had done some serious living. Many were scientists, such as marine biologists or geologists, who had done work stints in exotic locations like Antarctica. Their wealth of knowledge and experience were staggering and yet they walked among us--the salt of the earth.

Across from my new abode lived Heather Lende, an author who ended up on the New York Times Bestseller's List. Sometimes I'd run into her on the beach, where our dogs would play with each other. Here's someone with enough money to live anywhere, but she writes and blogs about Haines, appreciative every day of living in the world's most perfect location. There's something to be said of that.

Snowpocalypse

It was an easy drive to work, leaving from one side of the peninsula, up Cemetery Hill to the Fort area, then down the hill to the Chilkat Center on the other side of the peninsula. Every day that I did this drive, I couldn't believe how friggin lucky I was to be living in such a place, how much beauty resided in a seven minute drive. It must seem like I'm laying it on thick, but I don't know how else to convey the paradise that Haines is. It is simply the most beautiful place on earth.

Anyway, the drive did have its problems, especially when the snow began to fall. That December, Haines received a record amount of snow. During one week, about a foot of snow fell each day. I knew I was in trouble when I was leaving work one afternoon and I couldn't move my car. The parking lot hadn't been plowed and the snow was almost higher than the tires. Thankfully a theater troop was rehearsing at the Chilkat Center and pushed my car out. I thought I would be alright while out on the main road, but I found that it hadn't been plowed either. It was about 5:00 and the plows had given up for the day. Seen as how only three plows operate in the whole Borough, when they're done, they're done. It was every man, woman, child, and dog for themselves out there.

I was cocky enough to think I could get up Killer Hill (yes, that's its name). Killer Hill runs behind the Fort, leading to Mud Bay Road. If I could make it up that, I could trust gravity to take me down Cemetery Hill towards home. Building up momentum, I tried to tackle that hill in the dark. I give myself major props for trying, but I don't know what I was thinking, attempting that hill with bald tires. I was doing good, considering, until I neared the top. My tires started spinning and I was desperately trying to steer clear of the ditch. I had to admit defeat and reverse the entire way down into town where I parked at the liquor store. I went into the store, not for booze, but for a flashlight, for I was sure I'd have to hoof it home on foot. A customer in there took pity on me and gave me a lift. As he drove me in his big truck, I saw how high the snow was on Mud Bay Road. There was no way Buck would have made it the entire way, so I suppose I was fortunate to have parked my car safely in town.

The next morning I had to hike into town to get my car and pick up the disabled DJ who did the Saturday morning show. The roads had been plowed by that time, but the snow had turned to rain and ice was forming on the roads. After picking up DJ Bill, I tried to make it up Soap Suds Alley. My tires were no match for the ice. I made several attempts, only to find out that the parking lot of the Chilkat Center hadn't been plowed. By this time I was in a pretty bad mood, so I parked the car nearby and had to help Bill across an ice-encrusted road to the back door of the Chilkat Center. I had to hurl myself through the hip-deep snow to get to the front door so I could go around and let Bill in. How we made it on time for the show that morning was nothing short of miraculous. After the show, I tried to move the car, but Buck wasn't having it--the ice was too slick. Chris came to help me, hiking into town. He was going to meet me anyway for the parade later that day. We had volunteered to be part of the Ice Dragon. Together we tried to move the car, but Buck was there to stay, at least until the ice melted.

We spent the day in town. First we had several drinks at the Fogcutter, and then we made it down to the Visitor Center where Santa was giving out cookies and big jolly hugs. We found out that the parade was called off due to treacherous conditions. I was both disappointed and relieved. As much as I wanted to be part of the Snow Dragon, I wanted to go home and be done with this day. Thankfully the rain and eaten away at the ice, and we were able to move the car at last.

Soon after that, I bought studded tires for Buck, and proceeded to drive like a muthafucker through the snow.

Events and Other Goings-On

I had volunteered as a stagehand for a Chekhov-inspired play at the Chilkat Center. This was my attempt to be part of theater-life, something I'd never experienced before. It meant dressing in black and rushing onto stage between scenes to grab or put items in place. It also meant having to listen to every word of one of the boringest plays ever conceived, four nights in a row. I say boring, but it was interesting as well, particularly the spirited ten-page monologue given by one of the actors. On the last night, I had to hurry from the radio station (thankfully in the same building), flushed from the rush of finishing our fundraising auction. I had scored two trips to Skagway and a gorgeous pair of mammoth ivory earrings. I was quite buzzed physically as well, as booze accompanies any event at KHNS. Somehow I made it through the play without messing up or knocking anything over. Then I made my way upstairs once again to do my radio show.

Because there was still booze laying around the office, and because I felt I needed something to help me through this marathon-long day, I filled up a red Solo cup with the good stuff and settled into my show. I had planned a Donny Darko themed show. Inspired by this movie, which had grabbed me right from the start with Jake Gyllenhaal wakening on a mountainside, I played tunes that reflected the mood of the film--The Church, Echo and the Bunnymen, that kind of stuff. The SamJam DJ who was still hanging around in the studio informed me that the Northern Lights were out. I didn't think it would be possible to see them from the studio with all the lights in the Fort, but by my second glass of wine, and my second set of music, I could see them morphing in the sky over Chilkoot Inlet. By this time, everyone in the Chilkat Center had left, even the crew from the play, so I turned all the lights in the studio off, with only the Christmas lights left on, and cranked the music. I think the real pinnacle of the show came during Phil Collins' "In the Air Tonight." Sipping my wine, I leaned out the window and listened to the eerie buildup of the song while watching the light show over the water. It was a perfect combo of music, visuals, and drunkenness. It was my best show ever.

That winter KHNS put on the Second Annual Masquerade Ball. As usual, they went all out with decorations. The auditorium was turned into a winter wonderland with layers of handmade fabric icicles and a giant painted masks. A visual wonder, it really created an atmosphere. Chris and I dressed in matching his and her costumes that can only be described as "Southern Belle and Gentlemen Spirits" with plain white masks that were creepier than anything. As usual, the good residents of Haines went all out with their costumes as well. It was a night to be enjoyed by all, even if another snowstorm had kept a good number of the population away.

The next morning was the Polar Bear Plunge. We had planned to partake in this New Year's tradition, but the snow was piled up in our driveway. I honestly don't know if Chris chickened out, or if he really believed we were snowed in (I was impartial, seen as how I had done the plunge the year before), but we decided to strip down to our underwear and jump into the giant pile of snow built up on the side of the drive. Chris went first as I recorded the event. At the end, I threw a glass of ice water on him while he blubbered like a baby. Then it was my turn, but instead of jumping into the snow, I climbed to the top of the pile and then rolled down, with Horton jumping all over the place, excited and confused at what we were trying to do. It wasn't quite the same as jumping into the freezing cold ocean, but at least we got some good videos.

The snow that winter was crazy. It built up on roof and then slid off in big chunks that would end up in our front yard. When this happened, it would scare the crap out of us, like the roof was collapsing. I also remember waking to several earthquakes that winter; nothing major, but big enough to shake the bed and startle the animals. One earthquake (one I didn't feel) occurred about 90 miles south, just outside of Juneau, cutting off internet service to all of Haines. That created a ton of problems in both my jobs, making me realize just how dependent we are on the internet.

The snow that fell in December was gone by the end of January. And then it rained, rained, rained.

The Hiking Group

Sometime that winter I joined the Hiking Group in Haines. Hiking events were hosted by the Sheldon Museum and guided by historians and geologists. It was a good opportunity for Horton to play with other dogs while I gained knowledge about the area. For instance, I learned that the land along the coast is rebounding from the Ice Age, something called isostatic rebound. We went in search of an old Native village named Yendeisk'akye and walked an old miners' trail in snowshoes. We hiked in the snow, we hiked in the rain, we hiked in the snain--the elements couldn't stop this group that was mostly made up of older folks. Did I tell you that I love the people of Haines?

By far, my favorite hike was the one out to Pyramid Island. Now this island, named for the pyramid-shaped hill which dominates it, is one I'd look directly at each morning when taking Horton for his walk on the beach. There was something mystical about this island, especially when engulfed in mist. During low tide, it was easy to imagine walking to it across the mudflats, but there was an art to doing this crossing, and it had to be timed just right. Early that April, when the outgoing waters of the Chilkat were at their lowest, and the tide which met the Chilkat was at its lowest, was the best time to walk to Pyramid Island. It became a community event, with about fifty people showing up. I had some banged up boots with holes that I put duct tape over. I had heard that there were still channels of water we had to cross, so I tried preparing, but nothing could properly prepare me for the depth and the chill of this water. Even though the island was located directly across from where I lived, I had to start with the group about a mile down the beach. This was because of the channels and how to avoid the deepest portions. I like how there was safety in numbers, and how the dogs all played together on our way out there. The water though, it shocked me how cold it was. The duct tape soon came loose and water was freely pouring into my boots. My toes soon turned to popsicles. I worried about them, but at the same time I was wrapped up in the excitement of visiting Pyramid Island. Once on the island, we climbed to the top of the top of pyramid, and got a whole new visual of the area. It was kind of surreal, knowing I was standing on that piece of land I gazed upon every day. We couldn't linger long though, for the tide would be coming in, so we crossed back over. Only this time I took a shortcut. My toes were frozen already, so I didn't think I could do any worse in the channels closer to home. So I separated from the group and aimed for home. Dumb idea. I ran into some pretty deep channels that were flowing with fast water. "This is how people die," I thought to myself as I waded across a channel, looking at how far away the group was. I stumbled upon the beach outside the Lende residence and aimed my frozen limbs home.

One time the group met past the Canadian border, near the Chilkat Pass. We hiked up a treeless mountain to a lake. Lichen squished under our feet with plants and flowers I had never seen before. It was a landscape out of a dream. Even the colors were surreal, swirling like layers in sand art bottles. On the way back down, Chris and I tried to find an old mining road which would lead us back to the highway. We found the road, but unfortunately followed it in the wrong direction, bringing us to a quarry. We had to pick our way down a steep mountainside, but we made it safely back to the car, stopping at the Mile 33 Roadway on the way back to Haines for some well-deserved pie.

Of course I hiked on my own as well. Mt. Riley was just down the road from us. It was on this trail that Horton and I met the moose. I don't know we had avoided the big beasts of the forest in all the times we were out, but on this one particular hike, the moose took us by surprise. This was a big one, with a Bullwinkle rack of antlers. Horton began a barking frenzy and I shouted for him to come, getting his leash out of my pocket. The moose ran off and Horton went after him, but thankfully came back after I had screamed my head off. Disaster was somehow averted. I had been warned about moose by the hiking group. Moose were somehow scarier than bears.

We never ran into any bears. This was incredible, especially after seeing how much scat was around. When the scat was recent, I'd be scared enough to turn around on a trail. I took a lot of chances, I suppose, hiking on trails without letting anyone know where I was (Chris being in Juneau, I didn't bother him with my whereabouts). I relied on Horton to raise awareness of bears, keeping them at bay at the same time. It must have worked. The first bear I ever saw in the wild was on a car ride up to the Yukon.

As if moose and bears weren't enough to watch out for, there were porcupines in those woods. To be honest, this is the creature I fear the most, as they are everywhere and for some reason like hanging out on trails. Though Horton has darted into the woods many times (with me screaming for him to come back), I can usually hear squirrels chattering up in a tree. If he chases squirrels--fine. I never want to see him go after a porcupine though. One time he picked up a quill in his paw while running around and Chris and I had to pull it out with pliers. Not fun. Some of those videos of dogs with quills through the face are horrific. And there were no vets in Haines, another thing to worry about if anything were to happen.

Still, nothing deterred us from hiking. There is simply no better joy than going for a hike with a dog. I was thinking this today, hiking the Lena Point Trail just outside our house. Watching the dog bounding along a trail, his tail wagging with pleasure, and the pure joy of being outside, breathing fresh air, listening to one's own breath in the wilderness--this is being alive.

My First Alaskan Summer

Just when you thought this blog was dead and buried, here I am resurrecting it. To be honest, I have no idea if anyone even checks in and reads this thing. It doesn't matter, though, for writing memoirs is a rewarding process in itself. And if someone happens upon this and ends up taking something away from it, even a laugh or a smile, then that's just icing on the cake.

So I left off in snowy Haines with bears wakening from hibernation. I had officially made it through my first Alaskan winter in a poorly insulated house on the Chilkat River about eight miles from town. As the snow began to thaw and I took the trail into the woods behind the house, I noticed how our daily walk was changing. For one thing, the hard-packed snow and ice which had provided a bridge over a series of streams was melting, which meant that the dog and I had to wade across a wide swath of running water. With snow melting way up in the mountains, the water was gushing, creating a mini Niagara Falls across the path. At first it was daunting to try and cross it, but like with everything else in Alaska, we adapted and learned how to hop and skip across it.

The landscape was changing. I even noticed it on my daily drive into town. Long, narrow waterfalls thundered down cliffsides near the road. There seemed little transition between winter and summer. The weather warmed, the snow turned to rain, and then the skies cleared all together, and wildflowers burst forth. Trumpeter swans made a temporary home for themselves on the pond next to the house. I was told by the owner of Stone House that they returned every year, just the two of them. They stayed a month, gracing the waters with their elegant silhouettes, before they flew off again.

One night I stood outside in the deep dark, without anyone around, and listened to the ice in the Chilkat break up. It produced a deep, throaty noise, that groaned both far and near. Not long after that, the fish wheel that had been laying dormant all winter alongside the road was put into use. I never saw anyone operate it, but it became a part of the everyday scenery, turning like a mini ferris wheel in the gently flowing water, making splish splash sounds.

The Cathedral Peaks began to shed their winter gear to reveal their sharp rock faces, and inevitably, I began to think of all the mountain peaks I wanted to conquer.

Life in Radio

I had started DJing at KHNS in January, taking the late Saturday night slot. The show was called Rock School, which was not my choice of title, but it was an established show with different DJs taking their turns with it through the years. In January, it became mine for as long as I wanted it. Though I had never DJed before, or even been in a radio station, I was a natural at working the equipment. With some training, sitting in on a few other shows, I was ready to go. The first show I did by myself, I accidentally let a "fuck" get through (not from me, but in one of the songs). This is a big no-no according to the FCC rules. I was told that the station could get heavily fined if someone complained of profanity, so it was something I really had to be careful with, looking up song lyrics beforehand. What I found tricky is that sometimes songs had more than one version, and if you're only familiar with one, but play another, then you might get a surprise, which happened in this case. I felt really bad that happened on my first show. I vowed not to let it happen again.

On my second show, a power outage occurred. I was still a newbie, so it completely threw me. The lights went off, and so did my music, and the radio waves were met with a deafening silence. I was told that dead air is the absolute worst in Radioland, so I came on and improvised. Soon the generator kicked in and I was able to resume my show, but I was still shaking. I was proud that I had pulled it together, even though I wasn't sure if my show was actually being aired.

I really fell in love with radio life. Preparing for shows was a pleasure, especially putting together the playlists. There's a real art in putting together a show. A lot of times I thought of a theme first, and planned my playlist accordingly. I considered segues, what song would flow naturally into another song. This is a real skill for a DJ, letting two songs run into each other seamlessly. It's an art I tried to perfect and took pleasure in when I got it just right. I was able to record almost all of my shows, so I could go back and listen to them and see how I did. The segues I got right a lot, but my DJ banter was horrible, especially at first. I still cringe when I listen to myself on those early shows. Every four to six songs, we had to come on the air and give a rundown of the songs that were played. We also had to give station IDs on the hour, so everything had to be timed out. There's a lot that goes into putting together a show, especially when announcements have to be made, and KHNS was pretty strict on how these things had to be handled. But there was a lot of freedom, especially for that late night show. After the opening announcements, with the reading of weather and such, I could sit back and enjoy the music. Just being able to listen to music I like through good-quality headphones was enough of a reward for me. Because the studio got hot and stuffy with all the equipment, a lot of time I opened the window which opened onto a residential area. I'd blast the music in the studio and share my show with the neighborhood. It was awesome.

I started my show in winter, but as the days grew longer, I was able to see the view outside the studio window. Because KHNS is located in the Chilkat Center, a lovely, historic building in Fort Seward (the older section of town), the location was prime, overlooking Port Chilkoot and the cruise ship dock. Beyond the fjord lay dramatic mountains and the Taiya Inlet, pointing towards Skagway. I can't think of a more scenic backdrop for a radio station. In summer, I'd watch the cruise ships slide past on their way to Skagway, like lighted cities, each holding more people than some of the towns they visited.

One night, sometime in May, I saw the Northern Lights for the first time. I finished up my show at midnight and walked out into the parking lot. Overhead, the sky was ablaze with morphing green shapes. I had thought I had seen them before, maybe catching a glimpse while driving, something out of the corner of my eye, making me wonder, "Could that be them?" Let me tell you, when you see the Northern Lights, you do not cock your head and ask what you're seeing--you just know. There is nothing else that can explain these long, moving curtains of light in the sky.

I drove out to a point on the water, away from the bright lights of town. From this vantage point, I could see all of Haines, with Mount Ripinski in the background. But more importantly I could see North, towards Skagway, where the lights were the strongest.

The lights danced, they shimmered, they moved as an otherworldly entity. I was entranced, as if watching whale song in visual form. It's on par with a spiritual experience, like the fingers of God extending to draw you into a new plane of existence. Unfortunately, others had come out to see the lights, and a cargroup of kids pulled up next to me, loud and obnoxious, leaving their headlines on. I couldn't believe their irreverence. I soon took off, but the lights stayed with me. You never forget your first time.

There was another celestial event that happened that summer, when I stepped out of Stone House in the middle of night to check on a meteor shower. The meteors were streaming across they sky, several per minute, but the amount of starlight in the sky was staggering. I was looking up at the Milky Way, strewn like a giant spider web overhead. It was so clear, so discernible, so in-your-face, that when I watched Science Saved My Soul on Youtube, I was able to relate. This is the stuff that moves me, that makes me contemplate my existence. Religious people have their places of worship, their prayers to sustain them, to make them feel special. Me, I have nature; the whole universe for that matter.

I see I've digressed. This is supposed to be about my first Alaskan summer, and with that, my life at the radio station. Long story short, I started working at KHNS in Operations. After I had impressed the staff with my DJ skills (or my quick learning of the equipment), I was asked if I wanted to work there, and of course I said yes. This was my way of escaping Mountain Market, a job that wasn't going in the direction I wanted. I thought I was hired on to become a deli manager, but they had me working as a barista, a job I detested. Not only is making coffee not a passion of mine (I don't even drink the stuff), but they were micro-managing me in their typical anal Mountain Market way. I was given a video to watch on latte art, with the making of hearts and such. The guys in this video thought they were too cool for school, as if nobody had informed them that they weren't bartenders at a Vegas nightclub but rather guys slinging coffee shots at a lame-ass Starbucks or whatever. It was hard to take all this stuff seriously. The owners had attended coffee workshops and took so much pride in their product (they even roasted their own beans) that to say anything against their methods was sacrilegious. Well, it turns out that Chris, when he finally arrived Stateside, said that their coffee was crap. I heard others say that the beans were over-roasted and bitter. In deed, Mountain Market always smelled of burnt coffee beans, not exactly a good aroma. Anyway, I informed the manager that I was going to start working at KHNS and she told me how disappointed she was in me. They had spent all this time training me. Training me? I had to laugh. I was nothing more than a monkey to them. But we agreed that I could stay on part-time, though I'd be on the grocery side. That was fine with me. No more having to be told how to put mustard on bread, or how much froth goes into a cappuccino (horrible stuff). I could now stand at a counter and smile at customers as I rang them up, or go dust shelves when things got slow. Mountain Market became a job to be tolerated. The radio station was my real job and an important step to a satisfying social life in Haines.

Part of my job was to help train DJs and to manage the DJ schedule. This put me in close contact with many fine volunteers, some of Haines' best. Some had been DJing for decades, and had amazing skills, as well as interesting music choices. I felt I learned a lot from these pros, either by the advice they gave, or simply from listening to their shows. As I had to listen to each show as I performed my operational duties (it was my job to run in there if anything went wrong), I considered all the different styles and techniques. I become more comfortable talking on the air and gave station IDs (two minutes exact, down to the last second) during breaks during NPR or syndicated shows. I learned to appreciate different genres of music that I never considered before, like jazz and folk. Because KHNS tries to cover all tastes, each night of the week features a show with a completely different genre. Monday: jazz; Tuesday: classical; Wednesday: folk; Thursday: blues, soul & funk; Friday: alternative; and then the weekends were Samjam and Rock School (Samjam for jam bands like Phish or other crap that potheads go nuts for) on Saturday nights, and a New Age show on Sunday followed by a three hour Good Vibes, 60s and 70s type show. It seems all the bases were covered, with two general shows for each weekday, as well as a country show every afternoon. Broadening my horizons, I took a turn at just about every show (except the country--though I did learn to appreciate old-time country). And of course I kept my Rock School show.

Because KHNS depends a lot on donations, it held a lot of events in the way of fundraising. Of course there was the annual fund drive (which I personally hated, even if we received a ton of free food), but there were also wine tastings, auctions, and concerts. The staff (all women) at KHNS were ambitious and gifted party planners and made every event a success. Wine and champagne flowed whenever possible, sometimes even in the studio (which led to one of the best shows I ever had--but I'll get to that another time). Stories abounded with activities that had occurred in the studio, with drunk on-the-air DJs and such. KHNS was a fun time. I could write so much more about my experience there, but I really need to move on.

Vlad

It was just Horton the dog and me at Stone House. Chris would be joining us soon. To complete the family, to round it out, I needed a kitty. I was determined to get one for my birthday. I found an advertisement on the community board online for a free kitten in Klukwan, the Tlingit village out near Mosquito Lake. A black male with a white tuxedo and paws--he looked adorable in the photo, with whiskers poking out of his face like antenna wires gone crazy. I took the drive out to Klukwan with Horton in tow. I wanted to see how the two would get on. Sure, Horton had his issues with other dogs, but how would he be with cats? Well, the little kitty took to me instantly, cuddling in my arms, purring away. I then opened the hatch of the car to let Horton out, and the next thing I know, I have a kitten scrambling with its sharp claws to the top of my head. From the crown of my head, this little kitty spat hate and fear. Yes, I guess Horton is a scary thing for a creature so small and helpless. Horton was more or less indifferent to the kitten, in fact, I felt kind of bad for him, being judged so harshly from the outset. The kitty was terrified. I didn't know if this would work. The kitten was young enough, maybe it would adapt. I could only hope. Anyway, I made the decision to take the kitty. I took him home on my birthday, a gift to myself.

I reserved the back room for him. He had the entire space to run around and go nuts, for nuts he did go. He had so much energy, he would run laps around the room, up and down the couch as I sat there, like a calm center in the storm, watching him. He had me in stitches, he was hysterical, with those giant whiskers that were too big for his face. When he tired of running around, he'd fall asleep in my lap, or even better, against my neck. I ended up naming him Vladimir (after Vlad the Impaler--or Dracula, if you will) for his tendency to suck on my neck.

Vlad accepted me as his mommy from the very beginning. I was told that his mother (the biological kind) had rejected him at a young age, refusing to nurse him. They had to turn him onto hard food early on. I don't know what the problem with his mother was, but he was a perfect little kitty, emotionally attached to me from day one. Once, when he fell off the top of the couch from his frenetic play, he came crawling into the crook of my arm with his head down, as if expecting me to comfort him. I wondered if his sucking had to do with the void from not being able to nurse. It was comforting to him, and he'd kneed his claws and purr when he did it. This was cute, but when he got bigger, and he did it at 4 o'clock in the morning, it wasn't so cute. Still, Vlad became my baby. I vowed to take good care of him. And I did the best I could to fill in that mother role.

He didn't get used to Horton overnight. For about a week, he'd hiss and crawl under furniture to hide if Horton came close. But one magical afternoon, Vlad ventured out of the back room while Horton was lying on his divan, looking out the window in his usual way. He crawled to the top of the La-Z-Boy, perching there, keeping watch. Horton took an interest, but kept a respectable distance. As I sat there, I watched as the two get closer and closer to each other, checking each other out. I have to give Horton huge props for not overreacting, and allowing the kitty to have his space. The more time I spend around animals and observe their behavior and their interactions with one other, the more I'm blown away. These creatures have more going on than we give them credit for.

I had my two babies. Now it was time for Chris to come join the family.

Chris at Last

After nine months of being apart, and a separation that went beyond miles (we had emotionally grown apart in that time), Chris received his Green Card. This was a huge relief, as he feared for so long he wouldn't get it, and I feared that his anxiety would be the death of us. Upon receiving his Green Card, the energy changed and he suddenly seemed enthusiastic to be coming to Alaska. He booked a cheap flight on Pakistani Air and had to stand with a long line of "questionable" people when he landed at JFK, but they let him in. It was official. Chris had made it to America.

He flew from New York to Seattle, and then Seattle to Juneau. As if that wasn't enough flights, he had to board a seaplane to Haines. As I drove the four miles from Stone House to the airport, I watched as his tiny plane took a turn over the Chilkat, dwarfed by the massive mountains. I thought of my hubby as a dot amidst that immensity, and what must be playing in his head, looking down at such grandeur.

As a sidepoint, I'd like to say how much I love the simplicity of the Haines airport. No security, no baggage claim, no muss, no fuss. All you have to do is show up half an hour prior to departure. You don't have to pay for parking. Once you land, you step onto a wheeled set of stairs and collect your baggage from a cart, or directly from the hold. The only stress one might find on one of these flights is the fact that you can feel everything in these tiny planes. There's also that realization of how little separates you from a gruesome, horrible death.

I had taken several of these flights for doctor appointments in Sitka. On a clear day, there is no money in the world that can pay for such beauty, to be flying over a ribbon of water between dramatic mountain chains, with glimpses of glaciers and waterfalls along the way. Well, I suppose money can buy it, and many people do pay good money to see such sights on earth, but for residents of Southeast Alaska, this beauty is commonplace, to be seen while being transported between locations. To live here, to experience this, is still like living in a dream.

Anyway, what a way for Chris to be entering his new Alaskan life. It was a clear day in early July. The weather was warm and the flowers were out in full bloom. Alaska was bursting with life. I was excited to see how Chris would respond to his new surroundings.

It was another reunion at an airport. But this time Chris stepped off the plane and met not only his wife, but his new BFF, Horton. They weren't buddies from the start though. Horton didn't know what to think of him and was on guard for the ride home, talking loudly from the back seat. But it didn't take long for Horton to warm to this intruder. Vlad took a liking to him as well, making a habit of sitting on his shoulder. Chris nicknamed him "Carrot" (a cross between "cat" and "parrot").

I took pride in showing off Haines: the trails, the Fort, the restaurants which were now open for business. I took him to Dalton City to see the set from White Fang, the setting for the Southeast Alaska State Fair, which we volunteered at briefly. Though these things were deemed cool, Chris was most concerned about obtaining employment. He's not exactly a Mountain Market type of guy. He tried to find accounting jobs, but it was the middle of summer and the town was overflowing with seasonal workers. It was a new source of stress for us, as Chris is very proud about his employability. It ended up that he scored a good job in Juneau. So after a month of living together in Haines, Chris moved to Juneau, and we began the next chapter in our lives living apart.

But it was all good, for Chris only worked four days out of the week and visited on weekends, taking that ferry trip up Lynn Canal. This was a win-win situation for us both, for I had my space and Chris loved that weekly trip. Our weekends were like date weekends, and we always did something fun and interesting. This situation of living apart continued for over a year, and it worked well for us. Eventually I made the move to Juneau, but Chris still yearns for that ferry trip, and I still yearn for Haines.

Alaska the Beautiful

For those who associate the Last Frontier with igloos and piles of snow, I really encourage you to visit in summer when the fireweed is abloom and daylight extends to twenty hours or more per day. Of course, along the coast, it rains more often than not (after all, most of the Southeast consists of a rainforest), with May and June being the driest months. However, for that first summer, it was unseasonably warm with many sunny days. In summer, in general, it's quite rare for temps to go above 70, but there were a few days that summer where the temperature crept into the 90s. As many Alaskans have thicker blood and are used to a cooler climate, there were many complaints about the heat. Nothing is air conditioned in these parts, and working at Mountain Market was a sweat feast with ovens and roasters going. Stone House was stifling hot, but because the windows didn't have screens, I couldn't fully open them without fear of letting in monster mosquitoes. Stone House seemed to attract a lot of mosquitoes, possibly because of the wooden deck (I heard mosquitoes are lovers of wood). There were less mosquitoes in town due to proximity to the ocean (I'm assuming they're not fans of salt water), but out the road, towards the interior, the mosquitoes can be quite ferocious.

One afternoon, even though he sun was shining, there was electricity in the air. "There's a storm coming," I told my coworkers, my Midwestern senses kicking in. A storm seemed unlikely, as on average, Southeast Alaska receives one thunderstorm every ten years (so I was told). Well, that day was one of those times, for I watched the storm move up the Chilkat Valley as I stood in Stone House. There were a few flashes of lightening followed by growls of thunder. I relished the sound, even though Horton was cowering behind the couch. I heard later that one of the DJs on the air got electrocuted from a surge moving through the equipment in the studio, getting zapped on the lip while speaking into the mic. This wasn't the only storm of the summer; a few days later there was another thunderstorm. All the locals agreed that this was not usual weather.

When it wasn't storming, we spent almost all our free time outdoors in the sunshine. Haines has many well-maintained hiking trails. My favorite was Battery Point Trail that threaded through the rainforest on the Chilkoot side of the peninsula. It lead to a outcrop of rocks where you could sit and whale watch amidst tall grass and wildflowers. There were also some beaches where Horton could romp around in the aquamarine water. On a sunny day, there is no better place on earth with those warm sea breezes washing over and the color contrast of bright pink fireweed, the green fuzzy mountainsides, and the shimmering blue of the fjord. There was only element of this hike that concerned me, and that was the way the giant fir and spruce trees were leaning, probably due to the intense winds that barrelled down the Lynn Canal. Walking through this forest, I'd hear creaks and groans and have to assess whether a tree was about to crash on my head. There were certainly enough fallen trees around. I spent a good hour one time waiting for a giant tree to fall. With its trunk cracked and leaning, it toyed with gravity. I thought for sure it would come crashing down, but it didn't. As far as I know, the tree is still standing.

We did our biggest hike at the end of summer. We decided to climb Mt. Ripinski, the mountain which lumbers over downtown Haines. We knew it was an all day hike, so we set out early. I had hiked sections of this long, meandering trail before, but nothing had prepared me for the sheer rambliness of it. Trees on top of trees on top of trees. Finally, we reached a meadow where we could see just how far we had climbed. The trees had shortened to shrubs, and then disappeared all together. We rested at a point that offered sweeping views of the whole area, Haines, the Chilkat Valley and beyond. As we were contemplating our stamina, a guy I knew named Alex walked by, on his way back from the peak. "Oh yeah, it's only 10  minutes," he told us in that nonchalant way of his. It looked as if he were out for a stroll, no big deal. We figured we had ten minutes left in us, so we continued on. We aimed for a false peak, and found we had to cross a large slab of snow before reaching the real peak. Ten minutes, huh? I love these people who scramble up and down mountains as if they're nothing. So many times I had hiked a section of the Ripinski Trail, turning around from sheer exhaustion, only to be met by this guy who I recognized from the gas station who was on his way up to the peak to paraglide off. Not only was he completing the whole hike, but he was carrying his gear. Another time I met him on the trail, he said he had started off at Battery Point, adding at least five miles onto the hike. These people are hardcore, but not in an extreme "bro"-type way, but rather a sandal and sock sort of way. That kills me--it seems that whenever I'm struggling up a mountain I think is killing me, someone will pass me wearing flip flops.

Chris and I made it to the summit. A large green bottle fly greeted us there, orbiting our heads. The views were stunning. If we looked closely over the edge, we could see Stone House, so small in that vast wilderness. It seemed we could see all the way to Glacier Bay, and perhaps we could, over the layers of mountains.

We limped our way back down the mountain. Even Horton was exhausted, sitting down whenever he could. In all, it took us 9 hous to hike Mt. Ripinski. Some people do it in 2 1/2, which blows my mind (unless they're Alex-type people, who underestimate their time). There's a Ripinski race every summer where people actually run the trail. Are these people superhuman? Anyway, we had conquered our highest mountain in Haines, which is symbolic I suppose. This is the stuff I came to Alaska to do. Me, my dog and my man, conquering the world one mountain at a time.

Life was good.